For the past few weeks, I have the anxiety, worry, and tension within me.
Because of the upcoming results for the paper which I took last month.
The last paper that I took. My hands were shaking, head shaking, and body felt cold.
That was a quite a scary experience that I had.
Within weeks, I took other activities and stuff to keep my mind off.
Last week till yesterday, I keep chanting with all my heart.
Chant that I pass the paper.
Chant that I can go to UK.
A lot of prayers basically.
Today, as I open my laptop and went to TARC website.
Nervous comes by as I type in my username and password while in my thoughts I pray.
One hand close my eyes while the other hand hit the "enter" button.
Once I enter, I slowly open my eyes. I was like o o!!!
OMG!!! I PASS!!!!
Finally, I can spread my wings. I can go over to UK.
I can bring my faith, courage, and wisdom along with me.
LJMU peeps, see you all in UK.
This is so exciting.
-lu yin-
