Thursday, August 12

I Miss You So

Over the past few months, I did make phone calls to my close friends and family back home in Malaysia.

Telling them that I'm fine. Telling them that things are okay when they ask me how I am.

When it comes to problems, I give them a call. Sharing these things while at the same time I shed tears.

When I think about them, I cried and hold my tears until these tears fell from my eyes. Not to mention, when I give them a call. For some people who are really dear to me, I cried really hard.

There is also even tears of joy too.

If I don't make any calls to them, for sure will be out of contact. Yes, to me, family and close friends of mine that are like a family to me. I miss them dearly.

It looks like a sign of homesick but then again I can't stick to them like glue 24-7. The mission I hold on to is different from others.

I believe that no matter where I go they are always be in my heart and soul including my thoughts about them.

In a few weeks time, I'll be back in Malaysia to settle with my general student visa. At the same time, I want to spend every moments with them before I leave to UK to continue my Masters.

I'm sure that every precious moments that I will encounter, I will keep them like a precious treasure box within my heart and lock it so that it will not be lost and forgotten.

All I can say is that. Treasure the precious moments you have with your loved ones especially those who are really close to you like a bond. Keep in contact with them when you are in a far distance. Remember that close friends and family are there for you when you need them.

Even though they are not there, you have to stay strong and independent and keep telling yourself that everything will be alright. You got to deal with them with all your might.

Like what one of Phil Collin's song title "You'll be In My Heart". That song really represents a lot of what I said. Friends and family are there in your heart.

-lu yin-